Posted by Anonymous on 2018/12/01 under Kids God, I need God to let me know if I am a compulsive overeater. I see some other programs that are geared towards food and so forth and I don't know if I should work these programs. Graysheeters Anonymous for instance. Their program seems so cool and so recoverable but I don't know if I have the symptom of the chronic eater. Can God help me get some clarity regarding these issues of confusion? I want to work the program the way God might have it but I don't have all of the information about myself accessible. It might be because the spotlight is never on me during my eating. I don't really eat that much anymore. Something in me really died. And I have lost that desire to compulsively eat over that I used to get at certain times. An extra bowl of cereal, six pieces of pizza, I still do a lot of candy at certain moments. (The big book talks about chocolate being helpful in times of night craving. So I cultivate it when times are tough.) Otherwise it's mostly it. If I need some clarity about how God sees my eating I need Him to intervene because I don't know where I might be wrong regarding my food. I have traded the perrier for higher contented sugars and I am trying to reduce the pizza a little but I am not going to be hard on myself about that because pizza is a symbol of my emotional sobriety. Once or once every two weeks of so, perhaps once a month but it helps me celebrate how long I have been opiate-free. Candy I don't know if I can give up yet. I might need to make sure I have night craving food so it doesn't become anyone elses problem and confuse my own weakness with the easy weapon of blaming others. If God notices I am acting out regarding my food, please make it relevantly revealed to me so I can proceed with caution and doo-doo diligence and forthwith and so forth. I am willing to do the will of HP-God and to show up for the Good Pain and the difficult struggles that Recoveries Anonymous offers. I appreciate the service of God. Please guide God towards understanding where the next phase of this program of Recoveries Anonymous needs to go. I trust in the will of God and His Son Jesus Christos. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer
2 thoughts on “God”
Leave a Reply Cancel reply
This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.
Autistic TV shows seem to be becoming more autistic friendly. With cues for stimming and decoding.
For different forms of understand to take place.